I guess it takes time to get over someone. It's hard but I'm trying my best. It helps when I actually have something to distract myself with. I have to give credit to this one actor, BooBoo Stewart. Eventhough he's just an actor, just by looking at his face makes me forget about whatever that's bothering me. And that includes you. Sometimes I wish the rumours about you having a girlfriend is not true cause I can't bear to see you with another girl. But if she makes you happy, then I guess I'll be happy for you. How, I wish sometimes I don't have to wake up from my dreams only to face the nightmares of my reality...

P.S. I'll just put
a picture of him here cause I can't bear to think about you anymore.