I hate my monthlies! I'm currently suffering from stomach cramps right now and it ain't fun. There's school tomorrow but I didn't start on anything which includes homework. Dammit, I'm just so lazy to do anything right now. Anyway moving on, went to the Curve today and watched Battleship. Man, that movie was awesome! Taylor Kitsch wasn't that bad looking and the scenes and actions were damn awesome. So Battleship done, Hunger Games done that leaves me with Wrath of the Titans and Street Dance. And I can't wait for Avengers!

Went for LMFAO yesterday and it was fucking awesome! It has got to be one of the best concert that I've ever been to! Had fun with two of my friends and my sister. Haha and I didn't really realize how scary a mall actually looks like at night and all the ghost stories that we ended up telling each other. Moving on, I'm still obsessed with Hunger Games. And I really wanna watch the movie again. It's like a million times better than Twilight. Hope my dad hears my plea to go out and watch the movie again tomorrow.

So, it's been a long time since I blogged. A lot happened. First of, I feel like I'm surrounded by liars and fakers all around me. I don't mind if my friends wanna keep secrets from me but then keeping it cause you know it's wrong but you don't want me to scream at you? I'm not dumb. Please, stop acting like a slut. I know you better than that. You can just say no to her but you're just too weak to say NO when it comes to her. You barely know that guy. What if something were to happened to you? Don't you think I'd be worried sick? Yeah sure I might scream at you for being an idiot but if you still wanna do it then it's up to you cause I did my best to give you my opinion and point of view. Friends share with each other but somehow I don't think this is happening among my friends and I. Sometimes, I wish my life was much more easier where I don't have to deal with all this crap.

So, right now I'm really confused. You start acting like how we used to before this whole thing happened. My friend told me that you wanted to take full revenge on me just cause I can't make it to your place last year. Dude, I bloody apologized last year like what else do you need? You said you pity me cause you've been hearing all this shit stories about me from other people. Well, here's a fact. I don't know that many people and people don't know me. Unless they're my own friends then it's a totally different story. I wanna talk to you but you're too coward and insists on having a talk through the phone. Grow some balls, please.

I don't get why holidays always go by so fast but school's ticking like a snail. Went to Malacca on Friday with family and friends. It was an amazing trip and I wouldn't mind going all over again. So, I finally got the resigning thing out of my chest and I feel much better now cause I don't have to worry about anything anymore. I don't really know what to update now. So yeah, chao.

So, I've finally quit interact. Yup, QUIT. The club which I have so much passion for and loved but this is too much. I know that winners don't quit and quitters don't win but I'm not a freaking saint with a patience tolerance as high as the Burj al-Khalifa. That bloody president called me irresponsible and said she's disappointed with me? Fuck off. You have no idea what I'm going through. All you want is fame and glory where everyone knows you. You want everything to be perfect so that you can take all the credit. Well, let me tell you. You suck. You can't handle stress well and start panicking even at the slightest error. A good leader would know how to fix that with a straight mind and not like yours that winds up like the winding road to Cameron Highlands! The club will be better without me. And trust me the club now sucks. It wasn't how it used to be. Might be cause of the leadership or something. I mean seriously if you guys are not satisfied with me then just point it out or something. I bet you guys just can't find a person who's willing to take up the position. Haihs, I'm not dumb. Whatever. I'm just too tired to care. At least now, I can finally rest and study.

So, I'm practically the happiest girl on earth right now. Manchester United won and Manchester City lost! That means Man United are on top of the table! What makes it better is the fact that all of my teams won! Bayern Munich won 7-1, Real Madrid won 3-2 and Manchester United won 2-0! How wonderful is that? Maybe I should start being a sports reporter from now on. Moving on, just heard the news about a girl who went missing on March 1st. Her body was found burned. Like really bad. Prayers goes out to the family. But not trying to be mean or something but let this be a lesson to all of us to never let any kid under our care go off without ant supervision. And the fact that there are rumours saying that the mother was Face booking was just too much. Personally, still not trying to be mean, have the decency to look out for your kid, Sure the shop's like 50 meters away and the neighbourhood is safe but come on this is not Sweden or Switzerland where you can go out at 3 in the morning and be safe. So, I guess that's one lesson learnt.

Stressed! School holidays and I'm stressed up again! Ah, the wonders of being a student huh? So moving on. I don't want to think about anything school related at all. I can't wait for the match tonight. I hope MU is gonna win. Who am I kidding? Of course they will win! B.E.L.I.E.V.E. Anyway, I'm really addicted to Safe and Sound, and I really can't wait for Hunger Games. I have like a whole lot of bucket list of movies that I wanna watch before the end of the long week holidays. One of them is Star Wars in 3D which is never bound to happen.

Finally it's the school holidays. A lot happened while I was gone. First off, my so-called "best friend" told my other friend that if I don't apologize to her, she would take total revenge on me. I mean what the hell does that even mean? Are you gonna bitch slap me or bitch kick me or what? Cause I know that you said you feel like bitch slapping me just by setting your eyes on me. Or second are you gonna ruin my reputation by spreading rumours about me to other people? Which you are doing now and trust me it makes you look like a total idiot cause eventually people would know you for who you are. Yeah go ahead and take full revenge on me because I am not going to apologize to you unless you grow some balls and confront me for my mistakes instead of sending other people to tell me off. Cause that's what cowards would do. So good luck with your life cause I don't see you going anywhere. You don't even bother to study and ace your exams cause you think money can solve everything. Sorry dude sure the world revolves around money but not everything can be solved by money. And F.Y.I. you look like a homeless person, NO OFFENSE. Maybe you should try showering, ironing your clothes, washing your face, comb your hair and maybe buy yourself a perfume or something :)

Sunday means school day tomorrow. I know it's my last year of school but I'm just so lazy to get my ass to school. Had a great time visiting IJN yesterday and spending time with my family singing karaoke. I also dreamed a really weird dream last night. I dreamed that I was hanging out with my sister and her best friend who happens to be Cesc Fabregas. I mean seriously? We went to get some chocolates and ice cream then I dunno what happened. God, I'm so lame.

So, I was cut off from civilization for nearly two weeks and I'm back! It feels so good to be online. I'm really stressed out right now. I actually thought of quitting from my post in interact but you know winners don't quit and quitters don't win. That's the motto that keeps me going now. Well, and my friend is up to her own self again. BFF stands for Best Fake Friend and not Best Friends Forever. Dang, that is so true. Well, I think that's it for now.

My phone decided to die on me. And now I have to use my mum's phone. I don't like it. I want a new phone but I dunno which phone should I choose. Decisions, decisions. The match on Monday was tense. The fact that we were 3-0 down but came up to a draw was amazing. Believe that's what we do, like the true United style. Next match is against Liverpool and I hope for the best. GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

It's the weekend! Finally! So, I've been spending 3 days without my parents and that is like awesomely awesome! I went to school yesterday and it feels good to be back. I miss talking and laughing with my friends. So, my sister is being a bitch. I mean yeah sure you're in college now but that doesn't mean that you can have all the freedom that you want. You still rely on my parents for money. If you really want to be free and independent then start earning your own money. You know how grandpa and grandma always look forward to the weekend because that's when you'll be back at home but clearly you don't realize that cause obviously for you your friends are more important than your family. Please stop being selfish and only think about yourself. Other people has feelings too you know. Sometimes, it feels good that you're no longer here cause then I don't have to worry about you being in a bitchy mood and always finding something to complain about. If you read this posting, you're probably hating me. But this is what I'm feeling right now and it's only here that I can type out my feelings.

I Miss School... Weirdly

So, I got sick during the holidays and guess what I'm stii sick! I've been missing school for four days and sure I really love to stay at home and just chill but I knoew I'm missing a lot at school. Anyway, I'm watching the match right now. And it's the penalty part where Berbatov scores! Haha lucky me. So, I feel like technically half a traitor now. Ok, maybe 5%. I mean I can't help it that I find David Silva from Manchester City, cute and adorable! Ok, I guess I just have to get over it. So I think that's all for now. Chao.

So, holidays are finally here. Thank god, I finished most of my homework. School was okay but god, it was like hell to me. It' so fun when you act nice for 5 minutes but then you act al bitchy for the rest of the day. What the fuck is your problem? If you really have a thing against me then seriously confront me lar coward. No need to bitch about me to my friends and have them go against me cause you're just a loser. You can't force me to perform with you! I can say no for all I want to. You're just forcing me cause you don't have anybody who wants to perform with you. And by threatening me to sleepover at your place just so that I can repair my mistakes to you is just bullshit. You can't fucking threaten me. Go ahead and ruin my whole high school life for all I care. i wish you the best of luck in your life. And FYI, you nak sangat kawan and kahwin sangat dengan mamat German tu kan? Haha kau tunggu jer lar. Aku nak tengok sangat. Entah2 since you nak international sangat, you'll end up with the last person you ever expected. Only then will I have the last laugh at you like what you always did to me. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Backstabbed

You know it's such a nice feeling when you found out that your so-called "best friend" happened to backstabbed you. I honestly don't know what I did to you till you're damn angry with me. You said that I'm using you to get to know more guy friends? Please I wouldn't want to be caught dead with the type of guy friends that you hangout with. You have no idea how much it hurts when you're trying to get my friends to go against me. How would you feel if I were to do the same thing towards you? No need to act nice in front of me, I can see right through you. You said that I'm an attention-seeker? Look at yourself first. You hate my hair? Fuck off, have you even seen yours in the first place? You said I copied your style, personality and is trying damn hard to be you? Please, don't be so self-centered, I wouldn't want to be you. You said I'm jealous cause I don't have any international friends? So what? At least I don't go around to every single guy that I see and start screwing with them. Yeah, you're cheap and that's a fact. You hate me, so what? I have my own life. You want to ruin my life? Go ahead, people will soon see you for who you are. You said that people only tolerate me cause of you? Haha say whatever you want, but you don't know what some of them are actually thinking about you. I wish you the best of luck in your life cause if you continue on like this, you will be getting nowhere. I'm sorry that I can't be what you want me to be. And you have to accept that cause this is who I am and if you can't accept that then too bad. But I wish you remembered all the shits that I've gone through with you cause apparently you don't. So that's it for now. And you don't have to this reverse pyschology shit. Grow some balls and confront me cause I'm not going to admit my mistake just cause you want me to.

Unfair

So, I don't get the fact why my school is damn bias. Okay, every year we have Japanese students coming in to our school for a visit and cultural exchange programme and the cool thing is they only choose the Science students to be the hosts. How effing lame in that? Come on, give the arts students a chance! We're not that dumb you know and in fact we watch and actually speak Japanese unlike those people that is only there so they can act all cool with those Japanese people. Bitches all of them are. Sure they say that only the best and brightest gets to do all the fun stuff. Bullshit! I'm so sick of the school treating students unfairly like we're fucktards or something. And to this one teacher out there, I fucking hate you. Don't think you can control my fucking class just cause you're the teacher cause you obviously don't know us newbie =.=

Stressed Out!

Second week of January and school and I am already stressed out. Interact is totally killing me. reports here and there, I don't even know what is happening right now. Some of my subject teacher sucks! No offense. I can't help it but if ypu really wanna teach then do so with passion and not just teach and change topic in less than five minutes. Football is also stressing. Seeing Manchester United win was awesome but as a fan, I would really love to see their stellar performance again. I hope the days would definitely look up again and not cause me so much stress. I need some time off man!

Happy New Year! Omg, I can't believe it's already 2012. Omg, I'm growing old. So new year. nothing new happened. Pretty much same old, same old. So, I have a thing for listening to Japanese horror songs from their games which creeps the living daylights out of me but the idiot that I am actually like to listen to it. Okay, chao-ing now to scare myself.

Big Sis I Love You
© Ranja Kujala
My dear Big Sis, you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.
I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.

You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.

I am the luckiest Sis in the world,
To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.

Big Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts,
And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...Your Lil' Sis.

So, I just had a fight with my sis and somehow I find this poem really meaningful.