Confusion

I'm confused once again. I can't figure out my feelings for you. Is it real or is it merely a crush? Day by day, I can't help thinking about you. I know it's only been a month but the image of you still haunts me, especially your smile. I really wish you knew how I feel for you but I still can't say anything cause I don't want to ruin our friendship. I know I've said this a million times but I guess i just have to make my point clear. Now I'm even more confused cause I kept on thinking about this other person. But I guess it doesn't matter right cause you'll never know how I feel for you...