I Just Can't

I close my eyes,

And see you by my side.

I turn to sigh,

You're beauty gives me life.

I slightly smile,

To thank the God above the skies.

And slowly wish,

And slowly wish,

This dream to never come to end.

Cause I know…

I just can't…

I just can't kiss you,

The way I really want to.

I just can't hold you,

The way I need you here with me.

I just can't touch you,

The way I want it all to be.

I just can't love you,

I just can't…

I watch to see,

In silence, without you catching me.

I tried to hide,

The feelings I keep inside.

I wait patiently,

Continue life so specially.

And cry to sleep,

And cry to sleep,

That someday'll turnout to be.

Cause I know…

I just can't…

I just can't kiss you,

The way I really want to.

I just can't hold you,

The way I need you here with me.

I just can't touch you,

The way I want it all to be.

I just can't love you,

I just can't…

I walk away,

Forget my heart and what it says.

I turn to leave,

And never walk you're path again.

I say good-bye,

Erase all memories inside.

I'll be gone,

I'll be gone,

Forever from your side.

Cause I know…

I just can't…

I just can't kiss you,

The way I really want to.

I just can't hold you,

The way I need you here with me.

I just can't touch you,

The way I want it all to be.

I just can't love you,

I just can't…

Though it hurts,

Though I hate this feeling,

I just can't ignore it.

Though it hurts,

Though I hate this feeling,

I just can't turn around.

Cause I know…

I just can't…

I just can't kiss you,

The way I really want to.

I just can't hold you,

The way I need you here with me.

I just can't touch you,

The way I want it all to be.

I just can't love you,

I just can't…

Got this from Fan Fiction, written by kr kill. This poem really means a lot...

Went out yesterday and saw you. Seeing your face just puts a smile on my face. The first person that greeted me when I arrived inside the hall was you. That just made my day and I just realized how much I missed seeing your smile and the secret handshake that you showed me. I'm sorry that I didn't get to do the handshake with you. I saw the dissapointment in your face and I'm really sorry. But I managed to make you laugh and that was all I need to see the smile go back to your face. I really missed the fun times we had together. You might not know it but it means a lot to me. I didn't get to say goodbye to you, and I regretted that. I really hope I can meet you again cause I don't want my fragile heart to ever break again...

Enchanted

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you too
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you...

I just wish you knew how I felt for you...

Missing You.

I miss you like the deserts miss the rain,
almost gone on a wilderness campaign.
I miss you like the trees the sun in winter,
Come back and be their electrostatic printer.

Bring back the days of laughter,
Abandon whatsoever you quest after.
Make gone this total eclipse;
Blow the darkness with the rays from your lips.

Come back and once more let's meander,
be the mistress, my heart's commander.
Don't abandon your fleet to sink,
Come to my rescue, save without a wink.

Erase the thoughts from that awful night;
Make its thought be gone on a one-way flight.
Don't make it stay like an indelible ink,
but erase from the memory with an eye's blink.

Let a fresh start be at hand,
Let the flowers blossom on this cultivated land.
Let your smile be the rays and love its fertilizer,
Let your hand be the source for a neutralizer.

If only you could see past this eclipse,
look at the brighter future with a glimpse.
No procrastination, but hope,
and prayers just like the pope.

Then we will begin anew,
Let love be the binding glue.
Let it flow its course and run,
and the future will tell in the long run.

- Calley @ krysty -

Three weeks had passed. I can't believe I'm actually counting. Hmm, I was hoping to meet you today but I guess I can't make it. I actually got distracted for once when Shue was talking about JBOD or Justin Bieber Obsessive Disorder. Then, got distracted the same day when my dad brought a French foreigner into the car. He was cute but I wished it was you. Haha, I guess it's kinda lame that sometimes I wish everything that happened to me with other people is actually happening with you. I guess it's true when they say trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met...

Silent Love...

Have you ever been silently in love
With someone you can never have?
So close you can touch his hand
Yet, so far to feel his heart?

Have you ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.

Have you ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what you feel
Acting normal, keeping things still.

Have you ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside you're in pain and suffering
But outside you're jolly and laughing.

Why does holding his hand feel so right?
Your heart smiles everytime he's at sight
Hearing his sweet voice makes your day
Hope you can hug him in a special way.

Author: Reden Magpantay Jobli

Smile :)

School day today. Nothing much happened in school. I thought by going to school, it would make me think less of you, but I was wrong. You would never leave my mind no matter where I am. Just when I thought my day couldn't get worst, there you were. Walking with a big smile on your face. Seeing your smile just makes my day. And just like that all my worries fade away. When you saw me and gave me a smile, I swore that there were a million butterflies in my stomach. It's like the angels sent you there to make my day. And thinking back, I wish I am fortunate to see your smile everyday but alas that could only happen in my dreams.

Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too.