i've finally cooled down. temporarily. hmm so i didn't buy the tickets for world stage though the offer was too tempting. instead i went out to kl with my sister and ended up watching inception again. i think i'm obsessed with that movie or something. it's way better than eclipse eventhough i love taylor lautner. i wouldn't mind watching it for 20 times cause i don't think i'll ever be sick of it. so geogy bought me the converse shoes that i wanted so badly. the german one. haha finally got the size. so now i'm currently saving up my money to buy the jacket. that's why i didn't buy the tickets. -.- so i think that's all. chao.

feeling pissed in a way. dunno what's up with people nowadays.why must people change the whole time? sometimes i'm so sick of it. i don't like it when people tend to keep secrets away when you thought that the person trusts you. hmm i thought wrong. and i know when people are keeping secrets away from me. in a way i feel like i'm being used. when there's a problem i'm always the person they come to find if not i'm just nobody. haihs but that's life. what to do. life is unfair. i'm only writing this cause i feel pissed that's all. just need to release out my anger.

P.S. Shue i know ur not over ***, i'm not blind you know. no offense but i'm sick of it already. you're with ***** now so forget about ***. I don't want you to go hurt another person's feelings. *** has a different life right now and ***'s only doing this for your own good. So get a life!!! not trying to be rude or anything but i'm merely stating the truth. Sorry if this sounds harsh to you.

After much begging and puppy dog-eyes, I'm finally able to go for La Salle's installation!!! Yay!!! So anyways, school is boring as usual. Everyone's busy doing stuff for Pn. Hong's retirement. Haihs that means 1 whole day in the hall doing nothing, as usual. So i still miss football. Have no idea why but have been watching the sports channel a lot lately especially the Eurosports. Anyways, UEFA is starting on August 18th!!! at 2.40 a.m. -.- I have trials on that day but if it's not my team playing then I'm not bothered. Hahaha. K lar gtg now. Chao.

my feet fucking hurt after a long day wearing court shoes. after that went to amcorp with aiman and megat. had a great time though i was complaining too much about how much my foot hurts. sorry guys!!! i'll make up for it :) so yeah ate a lot as usual and aiman it's not funny to cry over a married footballer -.- and i do not look like a tupai you hamster.. haha so now i'm officially Int. Siti Aidilina. hahaha damn proud. moving on, i'm kinda pissed with somebody right now. always pms-ing every single day. geez, don't take it too hard lar. ok lar, will update soon. chao.

i miss football!!!! i can't go a day without talking about football and i think my whole family is sick of it not to mention my friends. hahaha. anyways installation is in less than 3 days and i can't seem to get the song in my head. everytime i memorise one line and goes on to the next i'll forget the previous line that i just memorised -.- so i find the ban on the manchester united jersey pretty dumb. dude it's a free country. since when did they care about all this before? now only they're coming out of nowhere. it's causing a major uproar and don't come and tell me now that i have to burn my t-shirts with MU on it or the ones with the great britain flag. -..- sometimes i don't get people..

i'm kinda looking forward for the interact installation. haha. well football is officially over and i feel so emo rite now. haha. no more annoyin my sister with the sounds of vuvuzelas on tv, no more screamin when germany scored. it was a gud ting i watched their last match against argentina yesterday. their last match till the next four years.sob sob haha i was so rite wen i told myself to watch football yesterday. hahaha. god i missed football already. never mind EPL is coming up. hahaha. owh great now my sis is trying to imitate the sounds of the vuvuzelas.

HEARTBROKEN

i feel so heartbroken right now. been cryin for the past two days for somethin so tiny. isn't it stupid to cry over a footballer who got married?? well for me its not. i had a crush on him ever since 4 years ago and it juz came out of the blue when they showed he got married. i feel sad, dissapointed, crushed and happy. its like a mixed feeling like rojak. haihs i know he doesn't even know me but he played a big role in my life. but seeing him happy makes me happy to think that he finally found the right one to spend his life with. hmm, maybe i should find myself a boyfriend...