Karma's a Bitch

I dunno what's up with my friend. Just cause I was absent from school, she called me this bad word. I mean I'm used to it cause she calls everybody bad names but somehow this was just a bit too much. Like, I have no idea what's her problem. Maybe she doesn't have any friends that was why she's pissed with me? I dunno what the heck is she thinking inside that brain of hers all I know is that none of my friends came to school today and maybe she was all alone in school. Boo-hoo-hoo. That means you are a loner huh? Karma's a bitch and maybe it's finally making a round towards you for all the shits that you've done to me. No need to act all innocent and asking if I'm okay after our "big" fight. Yes, the whole world was against me. I lost my friends all thanks to you. Are you happy now? Yes, you succeeded in making my life a living hell, but I pulled through and here I am now. I hope you'll get what you deserved soon. And yeah by the way, the guitar is not your property. It belongs to my friend so give it back to him. You've kept it for so long already like it's already your property or something. I dunno if the guitar's safely back with him or not but all I know is that, it's not right for you to keep a person's thing for a long time and I'm still waiting for my Roxy t-shirt. Talking about you just make me sick, so I'll try my best to refrain from talking and bitching about you.

So, I won't really say a lot happened this week but I guess in a way it did. I went out on Tuesday with my friends and I was really reluctant to go at first but thank god I did if not I guess I won't get to spend time with him. I mean to him I 'm just a friend but I like him more than that and I guess you can say that it sucks that he doesn't know how I feel towards him. As much as I would love for him to know how I feel, I don't think that it's right, I mean I have a thing against his brother who just happens to be the biggest jerk on earth. Sometimes it kinda hurts that he might just talk to me because he's friends with my friend but I guessed it can't be helped. Had a dream about him last night and it felt so real, like I was really in that dream with him and my friends. I guess that's life huh? It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.

Life's a bitch and my sister is one of them. I love her, I really do but sometimes I just can't stand her. In a way, I prefer to be alone. Sometimes, it feels better whenever she's not around. I mean I dunno she just changed a lot and sometimes I feel like I rarely know her anymore. I just hope she would change back to the sister that I know.

So, I had the weirdest dream last night. I can't really remember what it was but it was kinda cool. Moving on, I'm kinda pissed off at the president again. I mean I don't even know there was like a meeting or something and what do you think that I'm so free to stayback after school tomorrow? Hey, I have a life you know and it doesn't involved around you the whole time. I mean the bloody project is in 2 months and we have exams coming up, how the heck are you gonna raise funds and plan out the projects and shits. It's already nearing May for god's sake! You guys are so last minute and you start blaming me whenever my projects are a failure which is only once. Haihs, that's what you get when bimbos manage a club.

Just got back from KL. Watched Hunger Games again and omigod, I just fell more and more in love with the movie and the whole series of books. I can't wait to get a hold on all of it. I find the movie kinda deep and seriously what kind of bloody mentality is it to let children fight till the death? I mean I would do that to all the people that I hate but definitely not kids. Anyway, moving on I wish I live in the US now or something. I mean I would do anything to meet Alexander Ludwig. He's just so perfect and beautiful to my eyes. Haihs, too bad I'm just a normal girl who he doesn't even know exists. It's a sad world.

I hate my monthlies! I'm currently suffering from stomach cramps right now and it ain't fun. There's school tomorrow but I didn't start on anything which includes homework. Dammit, I'm just so lazy to do anything right now. Anyway moving on, went to the Curve today and watched Battleship. Man, that movie was awesome! Taylor Kitsch wasn't that bad looking and the scenes and actions were damn awesome. So Battleship done, Hunger Games done that leaves me with Wrath of the Titans and Street Dance. And I can't wait for Avengers!

Went for LMFAO yesterday and it was fucking awesome! It has got to be one of the best concert that I've ever been to! Had fun with two of my friends and my sister. Haha and I didn't really realize how scary a mall actually looks like at night and all the ghost stories that we ended up telling each other. Moving on, I'm still obsessed with Hunger Games. And I really wanna watch the movie again. It's like a million times better than Twilight. Hope my dad hears my plea to go out and watch the movie again tomorrow.