Sunday means school day tomorrow. I know it's my last year of school but I'm just so lazy to get my ass to school. Had a great time visiting IJN yesterday and spending time with my family singing karaoke. I also dreamed a really weird dream last night. I dreamed that I was hanging out with my sister and her best friend who happens to be Cesc Fabregas. I mean seriously? We went to get some chocolates and ice cream then I dunno what happened. God, I'm so lame.

So, I was cut off from civilization for nearly two weeks and I'm back! It feels so good to be online. I'm really stressed out right now. I actually thought of quitting from my post in interact but you know winners don't quit and quitters don't win. That's the motto that keeps me going now. Well, and my friend is up to her own self again. BFF stands for Best Fake Friend and not Best Friends Forever. Dang, that is so true. Well, I think that's it for now.

My phone decided to die on me. And now I have to use my mum's phone. I don't like it. I want a new phone but I dunno which phone should I choose. Decisions, decisions. The match on Monday was tense. The fact that we were 3-0 down but came up to a draw was amazing. Believe that's what we do, like the true United style. Next match is against Liverpool and I hope for the best. GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

It's the weekend! Finally! So, I've been spending 3 days without my parents and that is like awesomely awesome! I went to school yesterday and it feels good to be back. I miss talking and laughing with my friends. So, my sister is being a bitch. I mean yeah sure you're in college now but that doesn't mean that you can have all the freedom that you want. You still rely on my parents for money. If you really want to be free and independent then start earning your own money. You know how grandpa and grandma always look forward to the weekend because that's when you'll be back at home but clearly you don't realize that cause obviously for you your friends are more important than your family. Please stop being selfish and only think about yourself. Other people has feelings too you know. Sometimes, it feels good that you're no longer here cause then I don't have to worry about you being in a bitchy mood and always finding something to complain about. If you read this posting, you're probably hating me. But this is what I'm feeling right now and it's only here that I can type out my feelings.

I Miss School... Weirdly

So, I got sick during the holidays and guess what I'm stii sick! I've been missing school for four days and sure I really love to stay at home and just chill but I knoew I'm missing a lot at school. Anyway, I'm watching the match right now. And it's the penalty part where Berbatov scores! Haha lucky me. So, I feel like technically half a traitor now. Ok, maybe 5%. I mean I can't help it that I find David Silva from Manchester City, cute and adorable! Ok, I guess I just have to get over it. So I think that's all for now. Chao.

So, holidays are finally here. Thank god, I finished most of my homework. School was okay but god, it was like hell to me. It' so fun when you act nice for 5 minutes but then you act al bitchy for the rest of the day. What the fuck is your problem? If you really have a thing against me then seriously confront me lar coward. No need to bitch about me to my friends and have them go against me cause you're just a loser. You can't force me to perform with you! I can say no for all I want to. You're just forcing me cause you don't have anybody who wants to perform with you. And by threatening me to sleepover at your place just so that I can repair my mistakes to you is just bullshit. You can't fucking threaten me. Go ahead and ruin my whole high school life for all I care. i wish you the best of luck in your life. And FYI, you nak sangat kawan and kahwin sangat dengan mamat German tu kan? Haha kau tunggu jer lar. Aku nak tengok sangat. Entah2 since you nak international sangat, you'll end up with the last person you ever expected. Only then will I have the last laugh at you like what you always did to me. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Backstabbed

You know it's such a nice feeling when you found out that your so-called "best friend" happened to backstabbed you. I honestly don't know what I did to you till you're damn angry with me. You said that I'm using you to get to know more guy friends? Please I wouldn't want to be caught dead with the type of guy friends that you hangout with. You have no idea how much it hurts when you're trying to get my friends to go against me. How would you feel if I were to do the same thing towards you? No need to act nice in front of me, I can see right through you. You said that I'm an attention-seeker? Look at yourself first. You hate my hair? Fuck off, have you even seen yours in the first place? You said I copied your style, personality and is trying damn hard to be you? Please, don't be so self-centered, I wouldn't want to be you. You said I'm jealous cause I don't have any international friends? So what? At least I don't go around to every single guy that I see and start screwing with them. Yeah, you're cheap and that's a fact. You hate me, so what? I have my own life. You want to ruin my life? Go ahead, people will soon see you for who you are. You said that people only tolerate me cause of you? Haha say whatever you want, but you don't know what some of them are actually thinking about you. I wish you the best of luck in your life cause if you continue on like this, you will be getting nowhere. I'm sorry that I can't be what you want me to be. And you have to accept that cause this is who I am and if you can't accept that then too bad. But I wish you remembered all the shits that I've gone through with you cause apparently you don't. So that's it for now. And you don't have to this reverse pyschology shit. Grow some balls and confront me cause I'm not going to admit my mistake just cause you want me to.