Unfair

So, I don't get the fact why my school is damn bias. Okay, every year we have Japanese students coming in to our school for a visit and cultural exchange programme and the cool thing is they only choose the Science students to be the hosts. How effing lame in that? Come on, give the arts students a chance! We're not that dumb you know and in fact we watch and actually speak Japanese unlike those people that is only there so they can act all cool with those Japanese people. Bitches all of them are. Sure they say that only the best and brightest gets to do all the fun stuff. Bullshit! I'm so sick of the school treating students unfairly like we're fucktards or something. And to this one teacher out there, I fucking hate you. Don't think you can control my fucking class just cause you're the teacher cause you obviously don't know us newbie =.=

Stressed Out!

Second week of January and school and I am already stressed out. Interact is totally killing me. reports here and there, I don't even know what is happening right now. Some of my subject teacher sucks! No offense. I can't help it but if ypu really wanna teach then do so with passion and not just teach and change topic in less than five minutes. Football is also stressing. Seeing Manchester United win was awesome but as a fan, I would really love to see their stellar performance again. I hope the days would definitely look up again and not cause me so much stress. I need some time off man!

Happy New Year! Omg, I can't believe it's already 2012. Omg, I'm growing old. So new year. nothing new happened. Pretty much same old, same old. So, I have a thing for listening to Japanese horror songs from their games which creeps the living daylights out of me but the idiot that I am actually like to listen to it. Okay, chao-ing now to scare myself.

Big Sis I Love You
© Ranja Kujala
My dear Big Sis, you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.
I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.

You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.

I am the luckiest Sis in the world,
To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.

Big Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts,
And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...Your Lil' Sis.

So, I just had a fight with my sis and somehow I find this poem really meaningful.

God, just 3 more days then it's 2012. I really don't want the year to end. I love being 16. Eventhough I went through a lot of tough times like fighting with friends, getting to meet new people and heartbreak. It's part of growing up. I really don't want to be 17. :(

Staying over at my sister's tonight. I'm kinda pissed with my friend cause obviously she doesn't understand what I'm trying to tell her. Haihs =.= I mean come on, I was there for you when you really need it the most Monday's the day where I'm going to spend time with my other sister. She's also important to me like how important you are to me too. I just wish you understand what I'm going through cause apparently you don't.

Just came back from camp. Yeah, I saw you there and it was like a million icy butterflies just entered my stomach. But again, you'll never be mine cause you have a girlfriend and I will not do anything to ruin that. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return...