Losing Trust

Is it wrong for a person to like another person from another race? I dunno why but when people found out that I have feelings for you, they just seem to object it. I wonder why are there still people like that out there. Love knows no boundaries. I know that I don't know you that well but it still hurts when they start saying bad things about you. They don't know how much it hurts me whenever they said all these things. Why can't they just accept that I like you? Especially to this one person out there. We're over and that's it. I have absolutely no more feelings for you so just accept that fact. I thought you said that you'll be happy for me and support my decision. Then why can't you just accept the fact that I like him? You're a sore loser and it really hurts when those words came from you itself. The person who I thought I can trust. No matter what people say, they can't stop me from liking you cause for me love is something that no one can deny...

I hate being confuse. I dunno why but I can't seem to stop thinking of you since this past whole week. Just when I thought I'm gonna stick to my only crush, you just have to make an appearance and voila, my heart melts just by looking at you. When I saw you yesterday, I swear my heart skips a beat. Eventhough you don't know me, and I don't really know you, I just wish that I would be given the opportunity to at least be an acquaitance to you. :/ What happens if you have found your Prince Charming but you're not his Cinderella?

Give me a hint,
Just one little clue,
To let me know why,
I have a crush on you,
Don't make me feel silly,
Or worse,even shy,
And I'll listen to what you have to say,
If you just tell me why,
Is it the way you listen,
and talk to me,
Or the look on your face,
When I do something silly?
Is it the cute habits you have unlike no one else,
That make me wish I could have you all to myself?

Haihs, another day just passed by again. Ever since, I last saw you on Thursday, I really missed you and I just wish you knew. Had a dream about you a few nights back. I can't really remember what it was about but I remembered that you gave me a tight hug and promised to not let me go. Then, we ended up laughing and had fun dancing and just enjoying ourselves. That reminds me of the memories of last time. I guess that would be the last time, I'll meet you...

Trying to get over someone, is like trying to forget someone you've never met. That's exactly how I feel now. I thought I was slowly getting over you but I was wrong. It takes longer than I thought it would be. Seeing your smile and all.Just having you ruffle my hair, and feeling your warmth when you touch me, I know it might seem weird that I'm writing this but it shows how hard it is for me to get over you. I guess last Thursday might be the last time we'll ever see each other. And soon, I have to move on in the end.

Had a dream last Saturday and it was about you... I can't really remember what it was but I know that it had something to do with our friendship. Apparently, we were really close friends but we drifted apart because you found someone. I can still see it clearly like it really happened. All the touches and smiles that happened in the dream felt like reality. I wished I was really there with you but dreams are meant to be dreams...

Saw you last Monday. Just for a moment, I finally had a smile on my face. Eventhough it was just a short meeting, it still feels like I had a million butterflies in my stomach. Just that simple touch of your fingers on my face made me have goosebumps. I really miss the fun times we had together. The memories of those times will forever be etched in my memory...