I'll Take My Chances

Exams are going okay. I have five more papers to sit for. I really can't wait for it to end and then it would be freedom for real! Well, the bitch is acting kinda weird lately. She started talking to my friends whom she said she would not talk with but she went back on her words. I'm not hating her for it or anything but sometimes, I'm just scared that the same thing would happen again like last time. My sister and my parents said that she's only doing that because she has no friends and she wants to make amends again. Moving on, my other friend. Something about her has changed and she's kinda becoming something that she said she won't be. I love her a lot but it's like I rarely know her anymore. I admit that it's my fault cause I don't hangout with her as much as last time since I'm hanging out with my other friend but she's always chatting with this one guy. I know she just broke up but isn't it better if she lay off the radar for a few months before moving on. I know that I have no rights to control her life but I just don't think it's right to move on that fast. And come on, you only met that guy in what a week? And you're already in a fling with him? I mean as long as you're happy then I'm happy too but like I said before isn't it too fast? You only met him and you already got into a fight and blaming yourself and all. What happened to that previous guy that you liked? Have you forgotten about him? I don't want to say it to your face because I can't bear to hurt your feelings but you're just so different now. It's like you're dying for attention from guys. And that is so not you. Whatever happened to my friend that was always happy-go-lucky and dishing out advice to me to take care of my heart when it comes to boys? I miss that.