Friends Don't Let Friends Dial Drunk

I just dunno why I've been feeling happy for these past couple of days. Must be because of him. I feel like we've become closer than before. I've been staying up till four in the morning just to keep him company and we just talked about the most random stuffs. Yesterday was a little emotional. I never actually opened up to a guy before, he was my first. It was embarrassing to tell him how I really felt when we hugged but I was glad to know that I was his first and he would always protect me no matter what. I never felt this way before. And yeah his hugs are slowly becoming my drug too. I really miss him so bad. I just wished he was right beside me now, playing the guitar and singing whatever song pops into his head. Then we would laugh and talk about anything and then we can go to the park and push each other on the swings. I wish, but it won't come true. I just miss my best friend.