I Want

Had a great ending to this week. Went for our usual bubble tea on Friday and yeah, it was one of the highlights of my week. I was a tad disappointed when he told me that he won't be coming for the IU and the carnival and honestly, I really wasn't looking forward to it at all. I know it's kinda lame when it's my own club's IU but I guess I can't helped it. But out of the blue, he showed up and I swear to God, my heart just beat a million times faster. So, we kinda hangout for a few hours and he kinda went shirtless when he was dared to get dunked and yeah, that was my first glimpse of his bldy. God, I sound like a horny teenager. Yeah, it was amazing. The feeling I had when I was closed to him and when he touched my hand even though he was wet. I really didn't feel like going back yesterday. Last night, I happened to have a dream about him where his brother revealed that he had a crush on me and everybody was kinda asking us to go for it. I really want that dream to come true. I hate this feelings that I have for you. It makes me vulnerable but happy at the same time.