Holidays are nearly over and it is so unfair. Done with my report. Fuck, I don't even know what happened since none of them actually bothered to tell me what was going on. Never mind, it is life afterall. So, I went out with my friends last Saturday and my crush was there. It was great just to see him during this long break. Just spending time with him, hearing him laugh at my lame jokes, and to just be near him. Too bad, he would never know how I feel for him. Sometimes, I envy my friend with the fact that she has a boyfriend and how loving they really are and then I look back at me. I've been single for two years and my first boyfriend wasn't exactly the best. Haihs, I wish I don't have to be lonely anymore.