So, holidays are finally here. Thank god, I finished most of my homework. School was okay but god, it was like hell to me. It' so fun when you act nice for 5 minutes but then you act al bitchy for the rest of the day. What the fuck is your problem? If you really have a thing against me then seriously confront me lar coward. No need to bitch about me to my friends and have them go against me cause you're just a loser. You can't force me to perform with you! I can say no for all I want to. You're just forcing me cause you don't have anybody who wants to perform with you. And by threatening me to sleepover at your place just so that I can repair my mistakes to you is just bullshit. You can't fucking threaten me. Go ahead and ruin my whole high school life for all I care. i wish you the best of luck in your life. And FYI, you nak sangat kawan and kahwin sangat dengan mamat German tu kan? Haha kau tunggu jer lar. Aku nak tengok sangat. Entah2 since you nak international sangat, you'll end up with the last person you ever expected. Only then will I have the last laugh at you like what you always did to me. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Backstabbed

You know it's such a nice feeling when you found out that your so-called "best friend" happened to backstabbed you. I honestly don't know what I did to you till you're damn angry with me. You said that I'm using you to get to know more guy friends? Please I wouldn't want to be caught dead with the type of guy friends that you hangout with. You have no idea how much it hurts when you're trying to get my friends to go against me. How would you feel if I were to do the same thing towards you? No need to act nice in front of me, I can see right through you. You said that I'm an attention-seeker? Look at yourself first. You hate my hair? Fuck off, have you even seen yours in the first place? You said I copied your style, personality and is trying damn hard to be you? Please, don't be so self-centered, I wouldn't want to be you. You said I'm jealous cause I don't have any international friends? So what? At least I don't go around to every single guy that I see and start screwing with them. Yeah, you're cheap and that's a fact. You hate me, so what? I have my own life. You want to ruin my life? Go ahead, people will soon see you for who you are. You said that people only tolerate me cause of you? Haha say whatever you want, but you don't know what some of them are actually thinking about you. I wish you the best of luck in your life cause if you continue on like this, you will be getting nowhere. I'm sorry that I can't be what you want me to be. And you have to accept that cause this is who I am and if you can't accept that then too bad. But I wish you remembered all the shits that I've gone through with you cause apparently you don't. So that's it for now. And you don't have to this reverse pyschology shit. Grow some balls and confront me cause I'm not going to admit my mistake just cause you want me to.

Unfair

So, I don't get the fact why my school is damn bias. Okay, every year we have Japanese students coming in to our school for a visit and cultural exchange programme and the cool thing is they only choose the Science students to be the hosts. How effing lame in that? Come on, give the arts students a chance! We're not that dumb you know and in fact we watch and actually speak Japanese unlike those people that is only there so they can act all cool with those Japanese people. Bitches all of them are. Sure they say that only the best and brightest gets to do all the fun stuff. Bullshit! I'm so sick of the school treating students unfairly like we're fucktards or something. And to this one teacher out there, I fucking hate you. Don't think you can control my fucking class just cause you're the teacher cause you obviously don't know us newbie =.=

Stressed Out!

Second week of January and school and I am already stressed out. Interact is totally killing me. reports here and there, I don't even know what is happening right now. Some of my subject teacher sucks! No offense. I can't help it but if ypu really wanna teach then do so with passion and not just teach and change topic in less than five minutes. Football is also stressing. Seeing Manchester United win was awesome but as a fan, I would really love to see their stellar performance again. I hope the days would definitely look up again and not cause me so much stress. I need some time off man!

Happy New Year! Omg, I can't believe it's already 2012. Omg, I'm growing old. So new year. nothing new happened. Pretty much same old, same old. So, I have a thing for listening to Japanese horror songs from their games which creeps the living daylights out of me but the idiot that I am actually like to listen to it. Okay, chao-ing now to scare myself.