Big Sis I Love You
© Ranja Kujala
My dear Big Sis, you are the greatest there is,
And amazing in everyway.
I greatly admire and look up to you,
Each and every day.

You are always showing how much you care,
From your heart that is filled with love.
You are a beautiful Angel,
Sent from the heavens above.

I am the luckiest Sis in the world,
To have grown up next to you.
We played and laughed and had fun together,
A great bond that has always stayed true.

Big Sis you are always in my heart & thoughts,
And I am always sending you a hug and kiss.
You are my world and I love you so much,
Always and Forever...Your Lil' Sis.

So, I just had a fight with my sis and somehow I find this poem really meaningful.

God, just 3 more days then it's 2012. I really don't want the year to end. I love being 16. Eventhough I went through a lot of tough times like fighting with friends, getting to meet new people and heartbreak. It's part of growing up. I really don't want to be 17. :(

Staying over at my sister's tonight. I'm kinda pissed with my friend cause obviously she doesn't understand what I'm trying to tell her. Haihs =.= I mean come on, I was there for you when you really need it the most Monday's the day where I'm going to spend time with my other sister. She's also important to me like how important you are to me too. I just wish you understand what I'm going through cause apparently you don't.

Just came back from camp. Yeah, I saw you there and it was like a million icy butterflies just entered my stomach. But again, you'll never be mine cause you have a girlfriend and I will not do anything to ruin that. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return...