A New Start

Okay, I'm tired of being emo all the time. It's like I barely knew myself. Whatever happened to the bubbly and happy-go-lucky girl that I used to be? The girl that always has a smile on her face, be it through the ups and downs of life. I decided that I will change my blog totally and maybe start writing on my life with my friends and family, my celebrity crushes and lastly football! So yeah, goodbye emo life!

GETTING OVER YOU

Drowning in my thoughts,
Dying in my dreams,
Hiding in the shadows,
Hiding from the sun

When I get the strength,
To face it once and for all,
I will and I must,
I will thrust my fears,
With my powers within

Taking one by one,
Is what I will do,
One of my fears,
Is getting over you

So I save that for last,
The hardest one of all,
Get over it fast,
Or else I'm gonna fall,
Fall into your web,
Cannot go through that again

So this is it,
Your time has come,
Don't come back to me,
BECAUSE I'M DONE!

I dunno why I had a dream about you last night. It felt so real that I wished it would never end. In that dream, we just met each other but then we became close friends. When you held my hand, it's like I can feel the warmness coming from your body. And when you're next to me, it feels like you're really there beside me. And your smile is the same smile that you always had plastered on your face. Just thinking back about it makes me wanna cry cause it's all just a dream. And it's true I can't go on without you. Your smile makes me see clear. If only you could see it in the mirror what I see...

We have 2 eyes to see our way to the future,
We have 2 ears to hear the whisper of an angel,
We have 2 hands to hold on to someone precious to us,
And we have 2 feet to walk side by side with the one we love,
Then why do we only have 1 heart?

Exams are nearing and I have to try my hardest to not think about you. It would be hard but I will pull through...

So, had a lunch function yesterday and you were there. I wished all the things that I've said about getting over you is much easier said than done. When you smiled, I just wanna hide my face somewhere else because I know I was blushing like a tomato. When you talked, gahh! I know that you have someone on your mind already and I don't wanna break anything between you guys, so I just pray that someday these feelings would just fade away like the leaves being blown away by the wind...

I'm Getting Over You

Even if it takes forever,
I'll get myself together,
I've been doing it so much better,
I'm getting over you,
I'm getting over you most of the time,
If I say it like I mean it,
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true,
I'm getting over you...