Saw you again twice this week. On Thursday and today. I don't think you know it but my heart skipped a beat when I saw you. Eventhough it hurts to see you with that girl, as long as you're happy then I guess I'm happy for you. When you stared at me today, I swear I couldn't look away. I guess the hardest thing to do is watch the person you love, love someone else in return.

Enchanted

This is me praying that this was the very first page,
Not where the story line ends,
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again,
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon,
I was enchanted to meet you,
Please don't be in love with someone else,
Please don't have somebody waiting on you...

This song really reflects me right now. It just hurts when you wish you actually had the chance but to find out from your friend about it just crash all your hopes down. When I found out about it, I felt empty. I felt no point in liking a person that will never be yours. I'm so used to heartbreak and this is just another one. But it still shattered my heart. Maybe, I'm just not that lucky when it comes to love...

I can burn my self under the heat of the sky,
Dreaming of you soaring high,
Reaching the chances to be with you,
Enhancing the word and the things I should do,
All I wish is to be with you and I guess that won't do,
Making my knees tremble every step you make,
Oh, I can still remember the day I spend in jubilee,
For nothing to do but to pray and hope faithfully,
Yes, maybe I'm dumb and ugly but,
One thing is for sure my beloved,
Under this emptiness, you filled up my SOLITUDE

Losing Trust

Is it wrong for a person to like another person from another race? I dunno why but when people found out that I have feelings for you, they just seem to object it. I wonder why are there still people like that out there. Love knows no boundaries. I know that I don't know you that well but it still hurts when they start saying bad things about you. They don't know how much it hurts me whenever they said all these things. Why can't they just accept that I like you? Especially to this one person out there. We're over and that's it. I have absolutely no more feelings for you so just accept that fact. I thought you said that you'll be happy for me and support my decision. Then why can't you just accept the fact that I like him? You're a sore loser and it really hurts when those words came from you itself. The person who I thought I can trust. No matter what people say, they can't stop me from liking you cause for me love is something that no one can deny...

I hate being confuse. I dunno why but I can't seem to stop thinking of you since this past whole week. Just when I thought I'm gonna stick to my only crush, you just have to make an appearance and voila, my heart melts just by looking at you. When I saw you yesterday, I swear my heart skips a beat. Eventhough you don't know me, and I don't really know you, I just wish that I would be given the opportunity to at least be an acquaitance to you. :/ What happens if you have found your Prince Charming but you're not his Cinderella?

Give me a hint,
Just one little clue,
To let me know why,
I have a crush on you,
Don't make me feel silly,
Or worse,even shy,
And I'll listen to what you have to say,
If you just tell me why,
Is it the way you listen,
and talk to me,
Or the look on your face,
When I do something silly?
Is it the cute habits you have unlike no one else,
That make me wish I could have you all to myself?

Haihs, another day just passed by again. Ever since, I last saw you on Thursday, I really missed you and I just wish you knew. Had a dream about you a few nights back. I can't really remember what it was about but I remembered that you gave me a tight hug and promised to not let me go. Then, we ended up laughing and had fun dancing and just enjoying ourselves. That reminds me of the memories of last time. I guess that would be the last time, I'll meet you...