Phew! I'm feeling so tired. Just came back fom Malacca and yeah did nothing there. Just ate and sleep and then go shopping. That place never cease to amaze me. Anyways, I hate the fact that my friends are planning my birthday and they're not telling me a single thing! They said it's a surprise birthday thingy ==* Gahh! I'll just pray that it doesn't involve anything embarassing or humiliating.

Have you ever had a dream where you actually felt like you were in it? Kinda like Inception? Well yeah that's what happened last night. I dreamed of you and it felt like I was really there with you, having fun and enjoying ourselves. And when we hugged, it really felt real, like you were really there with me. Though I know dreams are just games of our mind, I just wished for once that my dream would come true..

It has been two months since I last saw you. And yeah, I guess it feels kinda weird not seeing you at the place where you always go to. Haihs, I think that's all that I want to update since I have practically nothing else to update..

Crush

When I first saw you,
It was like looking at an angel,
You were too perfect,
But I know you'll never be mine,
Cause what I have for you is just a crush,
The first time we met,
Sent a tiny spark of flame to me,
Did you feel it too?
Cause you're just a crush,
I know I'll never get over you,
Cause it's hard for me to forget,
Everything that we did,
Eventhough it was only one simple smile and one single word,
It means the world to me,
But I know we'll never be,
Cause you dunno how I feel,
Cause what I have for you is just a crush...

Song at Capri

When beauty grows too great to bear
How shall I ease me of its ache,
For beauty more than bitterness
Makes the heart break.
Now while I watch the dreaming sea
With isles like flowers against her breast,
Only one voice in all the world
Could give me rest.


-Sara Teasdale-

It's only Wednesday and I'm feeling tired already -.- I'm not in the best of mood for this past couple of days and I have no idea why. I don't think it's cause of the monthly visit but I generally blame my hormones. It kinda sucks when your friend won't listen to you but expect you to listen to them and it sucks when they say they're getting tired of what you're saying. Gahh! Sometimes, I can't help with what I say, it just comes out and if I talk about my crush then so what? I've been listening to you for god knows how long, rambling on about the same person but I didn't complain about anything. Haihs, life is so unfair...

Had a great time at ICC yesterday. After that went to Pavillion to just hangout and watched movies together. Watched Sucker Punch. The movie was okay but I like the fighting sequence definitely. But then I wished he was there but obviously that didn't happen =(