tomorrow's merdeka so that means i don't hve school tomorrow. haha i feel so damn lazy to go to school anymore. i prefer to go for tuition instead. it's funner and at least i get to learn something there. anyways moving on, went shopping last saturday and i finally bought my jacket!!! yup the germany jacket that i wanted so badly. though it's not the one that i desperately want it's better than nothing. haha so umm i think that's all. and i think i might be cutting my hair tomorrow. chao.

so umm still got nothing much to update. my life is kinda boring now and there's nothing to look forward to. might be going out tomorrow for raya shopping. hmm so i had a really weird and scary dream which i dreamed for three days straight. now i'm having nightmares to go to sleep. haha i blame the cheese. so yea i think that's all. chao.

got nothing much to update. so yeah, trials are officially over so i'm free temporarily till pmr finishes. hahaha. i'm a bit lifeless nowadays cause i'm thinking too much. it sucks when somebody just reappears back into your life. haihs and how much it hurts when that person completely ignore you and it hurts when they don't know how you feel. god my life kinda sucks now. the only thing i'm looking forward to now is raya. haha

so,umm got nothing much to update. well,trials will officially be over tomorrow. merdeka!!! haha so kinda feeling emo in a way cause i had a bad dream last night. just realized that i actually missed the time when i was 13 and 14. haihs. that's all. chao.

so i got nothing much to update. trials is tomorrow but im still onlining cause its me. anyways can't believe i woke up that early just to go for tuition but at least i can tell my mum i don't have to study anymore. haha so yesterday went to kl to buka puasa. my sis insisted on watching the last airbender though i keep telling her how lousy that show is but no she still wants to watch it. in the end she complained saying she wasted 50 bucks for nothing. told her we should have watch inception again -.-

god its only 2 days and i feel dead already!!! that's like 28 more days to go. wait make that 21 if i minus my monthly holiday. haha. anyways today is damn freaking hot. i practically sweated the whole time i was eating while the rest of my family was not. even now im trying to keep myself cool eventhough i'm in an air-cond room. i dunno what's up with the weather nowadays but i blame all the idiot people that doesn't realize that they're polluting the world and making it way hotter than it is now. k lar am logging out now before i start crapping.
P.S. watch football today. Germany vs Denmark. damn good game but Germany should have won. haha. chao.

can't believe puasa is tomorrow. haihs no more gossiping though. haha so yasmin didn't come today so it felt kinda weird. but today was really boring since we didn't do anything at all. i practically slept the whole first two periods. that's a record. anyways i'm still feeling a bit emo in a way. it's kinda hard to explain. well i think that's all.

don't you know how much i'm hurting? you mean a lot to me, seeing your face just made my day, seeing you smile makes me melt, when i see you my heart beats faster knowing you're close to me, but maybe our friendship was merely a lie, i'm nothing but a stranger to you, all the time that we spent together will always remain forever, i wish you would know how i feel right now, how sincere my feelings are for you, words can't describe how you make me feel, without you i feel nothing..
i wish for this feeling to go away and for the image of you to be erased from my mind.. you're the first and last person i think of each day...
I THINK I LOVE YOU.....

sorry was in the emo mood..

kinda looking forward for bb and la salle's installation. haha. i regreted coming to school today. it was so boring cause we didn't even study and trials are coming up in less than 2 weeks. but i'm still blogging. haha. so umm i got nothing else to update so i think that'll be it. chao.