HEARTBROKEN

i feel so heartbroken right now. been cryin for the past two days for somethin so tiny. isn't it stupid to cry over a footballer who got married?? well for me its not. i had a crush on him ever since 4 years ago and it juz came out of the blue when they showed he got married. i feel sad, dissapointed, crushed and happy. its like a mixed feeling like rojak. haihs i know he doesn't even know me but he played a big role in my life. but seeing him happy makes me happy to think that he finally found the right one to spend his life with. hmm, maybe i should find myself a boyfriend...