New year is coming up and I have no idea who to celebrate it with. Haha. Well I can't believe I'm saying this but I can't wait for school! And not to mention the ICC audition. I'm so pysched. Haha. I think that's all. Chao.

OMG!!! School starts in about a week and I'm so not prepared for it. God, it sucks but I guess it'll be fun cause it's a new school year and a new class and not to mention new subjects. So, I think that's about all. Chao.

Gaaah!!! Results are coming out tomorrow. Gaaahh!!!

OMIGOD!!! My freaking PMR results are coming out in 2 days and I'm fucking scared!!! Too scared to even update anything. Gaah!!!

Gaah! Just watched Tron yesterday and it was awesome! I wouldn't mind watching it again. But next time I'm so gonna watch it in 3D. Garrett Hedlund looks hot in the movie that's for sure. But I have no idea why we went all the way to Malacca just to watch that movie. But visited A'Famosa and wow it was like being in another world. Maybe cause I learned history, that's why I appreciated it if not I'll be as dumb as shit. I think that's all for now. Chao.

Gaah! My freaking back and neck hurts thanks to 2 whole days of doing jigsaw puzzle. My sister freaking owe me for this. Haha. I think that's all cause I really have no idea what to update. Bye.

Just watched Narnia last night and I liked it. Haha. I find it more entertaining than Harry Potter maybe cause it's not dark and there's humor going around. But Ben Barnes and Skandar Keynes were hot in that movie. I just wish that they included Will Moseley but sadly no. 5 minutes is so not enough. Well, I think that's about it. And I think I'm watching Tron next week. Yipee!!!

Haihs. I have no idea what to update other than the fact that I kinda missed school. Haha. I can't believe I just say that. I think that's all. Bye.

BOREDOM!!!

Just another boring day. Why can't every other day be fun? Anyways, I went to KL yesterday to shop for stuff for the dinner event next year and I have no idea why my mum and my sister both want to wear the same thing. So, I'll be the only sesat one with my dad that's gonna wear a dress and a suit. Anyways, I can't wait to watch Narnia and Tron and I hope it's not gonna be boring or anything. And I'm fucking scared to take my results!!! Gaah!!!

Gosh!!! am suffering from the worst headache ever!!! i feel like running and banging my head on the wall right now. so i have no mood no update so yeah chao.

haihs. i'm still bored to death. i wanna go on a holiday!!! anyways went out to Curve yesterday and hung out with my sister and Kat. it was fun i guess though we didn't really do anything other than buying animes and going to Borders to buy some mangas. so i dunno what else to update so yeah chao.

aah. school holiday has finally started and i'm bored to death!!! and it's barely a week. last saturday i went for the icc carnival and well it's kinda boring. no offense. but went out with my friends after that and watched harry potter 7. though it was my second time watching the movie. well i think that's all. and i'm just so pissed cause i'm so broke that i can't even afford to buy my bleach box set. sob. well i think that's all. AGAIN. chao.

Feeling pissed beyond reasons....

i'm finally updating. well, school was really boring so i don't think there's anything to talk about. life at home is pretty boring too but at least its better than going to school and doing nothing. i'm also officially obssess with slam dunk and final fantasy again. last time it was all about world cup and football well now its back to anime. haha i think that's all. i'm gonna go annoy my sister.

P.S. i dun find 2012 scary -.-

fuuh. im so fucking sleepy. im blaming my frens for keepin me awake till 5 in the morning. but had a great time on friday nite. then yesterday went to sunway and saw shue working. haha it was damn funny. then we watched 'RED' and funnily we can all go in tho we dun look anything like 18 year olds. lol well except for geogy. well i think thats all. bye.

gahh!!! adam lambert's concert was da bomb!!! he was amazing and he's fucking hot!!! haha anyways i wanted to go for paramore's concert tomorrow but i have no luck since i have no ticket. but its okay cause at least i get to watch adam lambert perform live!!! so can't wait for the party this friday though im getting all messed up with the invites. so i think thats all. chao.

MERDEKA!!!!

omigod, pmr is finally over!!! the whole weight has been lifted of my shoulders now i can go to taman jaya and throw all the papers away. haha thats polluting and the first school that will be flooded will be assunta. anyways went to sunway right after pmr with shue, yas and nik. had a great time though we didnt do anything much except for walking around like a whole bunch of idiots wearing school uniform. so shues planning a barbeque party and it sounds so damn awesome!!! cant wait for it!!! chao.

i will not update for a long time. chao.

heyo!!! so went to 14 with sam and yas yesterday. had a great time. we didn't actually study like what we planned to do. haha how typical us. so sam had to go back early. but we had a great time yesterday. so might not be updating for a while cause my exams are coming up. so yea chao.

Gahhhh!!!!!!!!! just watched resident evil like 2 days ago and it's awesome!!!!!! though it was a bit too short for my liking. anyways school holidays will be over soon and it sucks cause that means my exam is near. haha so bayern munich won 2-0 over as roma!!! go bayern!!! so umm i think that's bout it. nothing much to update anyways so chao.

Selamat Hari Raya!!! anyways so i went back to my hometown in perak and had a great time there. had fun with my cousins playing bowling. just realized that all of us kinda suck at the second round. haha. so umm went to malacca yesterday to send my cousin back cause he has school today. sucks to be him. i think that's about it and i can't wait to watch resident evil!!! chris redfield rocks!!!

Raya's coming in about three days and i can't wait!!! anyways moving on went to sam's today for practice and we waited for yasmin for like two hours. she didn't picked up her phone and when we called her house phone, she was still asleep!!! we decided to spam her wall. haha it was hilarious. then we were really bored, we found out from her brother that her phone got confiscated. no wonder she didn't pick up her phone -.- so i think that's about it. chao

had a great time last night. after buka puasa me, geogy, kat, shue, azhary and lynn went to o.u to watch a vampires suck!!! god that movie is fucking disgusting but seriously funny to watch. came back around midnight and thanks to that i overslept and didn't go for tuition today. haha and i'm having a freaking headache right now cause i was under the rain for too long. haha so i think that's all. bye.

heyo. i feel like it's been ages since i last update which is not that true. anyways having a dinner function tingy at my house tonight and after that will be going out to god knows where to watch a movie. i wanna watch vampires suck!!! haha so holidays just started and after that will be pmr. god i'm so not ready. so i think that's all. chao.

tomorrow's merdeka so that means i don't hve school tomorrow. haha i feel so damn lazy to go to school anymore. i prefer to go for tuition instead. it's funner and at least i get to learn something there. anyways moving on, went shopping last saturday and i finally bought my jacket!!! yup the germany jacket that i wanted so badly. though it's not the one that i desperately want it's better than nothing. haha so umm i think that's all. and i think i might be cutting my hair tomorrow. chao.

so umm still got nothing much to update. my life is kinda boring now and there's nothing to look forward to. might be going out tomorrow for raya shopping. hmm so i had a really weird and scary dream which i dreamed for three days straight. now i'm having nightmares to go to sleep. haha i blame the cheese. so yea i think that's all. chao.

got nothing much to update. so yeah, trials are officially over so i'm free temporarily till pmr finishes. hahaha. i'm a bit lifeless nowadays cause i'm thinking too much. it sucks when somebody just reappears back into your life. haihs and how much it hurts when that person completely ignore you and it hurts when they don't know how you feel. god my life kinda sucks now. the only thing i'm looking forward to now is raya. haha

so,umm got nothing much to update. well,trials will officially be over tomorrow. merdeka!!! haha so kinda feeling emo in a way cause i had a bad dream last night. just realized that i actually missed the time when i was 13 and 14. haihs. that's all. chao.

so i got nothing much to update. trials is tomorrow but im still onlining cause its me. anyways can't believe i woke up that early just to go for tuition but at least i can tell my mum i don't have to study anymore. haha so yesterday went to kl to buka puasa. my sis insisted on watching the last airbender though i keep telling her how lousy that show is but no she still wants to watch it. in the end she complained saying she wasted 50 bucks for nothing. told her we should have watch inception again -.-

god its only 2 days and i feel dead already!!! that's like 28 more days to go. wait make that 21 if i minus my monthly holiday. haha. anyways today is damn freaking hot. i practically sweated the whole time i was eating while the rest of my family was not. even now im trying to keep myself cool eventhough i'm in an air-cond room. i dunno what's up with the weather nowadays but i blame all the idiot people that doesn't realize that they're polluting the world and making it way hotter than it is now. k lar am logging out now before i start crapping.
P.S. watch football today. Germany vs Denmark. damn good game but Germany should have won. haha. chao.

can't believe puasa is tomorrow. haihs no more gossiping though. haha so yasmin didn't come today so it felt kinda weird. but today was really boring since we didn't do anything at all. i practically slept the whole first two periods. that's a record. anyways i'm still feeling a bit emo in a way. it's kinda hard to explain. well i think that's all.

don't you know how much i'm hurting? you mean a lot to me, seeing your face just made my day, seeing you smile makes me melt, when i see you my heart beats faster knowing you're close to me, but maybe our friendship was merely a lie, i'm nothing but a stranger to you, all the time that we spent together will always remain forever, i wish you would know how i feel right now, how sincere my feelings are for you, words can't describe how you make me feel, without you i feel nothing..
i wish for this feeling to go away and for the image of you to be erased from my mind.. you're the first and last person i think of each day...
I THINK I LOVE YOU.....

sorry was in the emo mood..

kinda looking forward for bb and la salle's installation. haha. i regreted coming to school today. it was so boring cause we didn't even study and trials are coming up in less than 2 weeks. but i'm still blogging. haha. so umm i got nothing else to update so i think that'll be it. chao.

i've finally cooled down. temporarily. hmm so i didn't buy the tickets for world stage though the offer was too tempting. instead i went out to kl with my sister and ended up watching inception again. i think i'm obsessed with that movie or something. it's way better than eclipse eventhough i love taylor lautner. i wouldn't mind watching it for 20 times cause i don't think i'll ever be sick of it. so geogy bought me the converse shoes that i wanted so badly. the german one. haha finally got the size. so now i'm currently saving up my money to buy the jacket. that's why i didn't buy the tickets. -.- so i think that's all. chao.

feeling pissed in a way. dunno what's up with people nowadays.why must people change the whole time? sometimes i'm so sick of it. i don't like it when people tend to keep secrets away when you thought that the person trusts you. hmm i thought wrong. and i know when people are keeping secrets away from me. in a way i feel like i'm being used. when there's a problem i'm always the person they come to find if not i'm just nobody. haihs but that's life. what to do. life is unfair. i'm only writing this cause i feel pissed that's all. just need to release out my anger.

P.S. Shue i know ur not over ***, i'm not blind you know. no offense but i'm sick of it already. you're with ***** now so forget about ***. I don't want you to go hurt another person's feelings. *** has a different life right now and ***'s only doing this for your own good. So get a life!!! not trying to be rude or anything but i'm merely stating the truth. Sorry if this sounds harsh to you.

After much begging and puppy dog-eyes, I'm finally able to go for La Salle's installation!!! Yay!!! So anyways, school is boring as usual. Everyone's busy doing stuff for Pn. Hong's retirement. Haihs that means 1 whole day in the hall doing nothing, as usual. So i still miss football. Have no idea why but have been watching the sports channel a lot lately especially the Eurosports. Anyways, UEFA is starting on August 18th!!! at 2.40 a.m. -.- I have trials on that day but if it's not my team playing then I'm not bothered. Hahaha. K lar gtg now. Chao.

my feet fucking hurt after a long day wearing court shoes. after that went to amcorp with aiman and megat. had a great time though i was complaining too much about how much my foot hurts. sorry guys!!! i'll make up for it :) so yeah ate a lot as usual and aiman it's not funny to cry over a married footballer -.- and i do not look like a tupai you hamster.. haha so now i'm officially Int. Siti Aidilina. hahaha damn proud. moving on, i'm kinda pissed with somebody right now. always pms-ing every single day. geez, don't take it too hard lar. ok lar, will update soon. chao.

i miss football!!!! i can't go a day without talking about football and i think my whole family is sick of it not to mention my friends. hahaha. anyways installation is in less than 3 days and i can't seem to get the song in my head. everytime i memorise one line and goes on to the next i'll forget the previous line that i just memorised -.- so i find the ban on the manchester united jersey pretty dumb. dude it's a free country. since when did they care about all this before? now only they're coming out of nowhere. it's causing a major uproar and don't come and tell me now that i have to burn my t-shirts with MU on it or the ones with the great britain flag. -..- sometimes i don't get people..

i'm kinda looking forward for the interact installation. haha. well football is officially over and i feel so emo rite now. haha. no more annoyin my sister with the sounds of vuvuzelas on tv, no more screamin when germany scored. it was a gud ting i watched their last match against argentina yesterday. their last match till the next four years.sob sob haha i was so rite wen i told myself to watch football yesterday. hahaha. god i missed football already. never mind EPL is coming up. hahaha. owh great now my sis is trying to imitate the sounds of the vuvuzelas.

HEARTBROKEN

i feel so heartbroken right now. been cryin for the past two days for somethin so tiny. isn't it stupid to cry over a footballer who got married?? well for me its not. i had a crush on him ever since 4 years ago and it juz came out of the blue when they showed he got married. i feel sad, dissapointed, crushed and happy. its like a mixed feeling like rojak. haihs i know he doesn't even know me but he played a big role in my life. but seeing him happy makes me happy to think that he finally found the right one to spend his life with. hmm, maybe i should find myself a boyfriend...

lifeless and dead that's how i feel right now. after world cup i got nothing to look forward to not even the installation. haihs that's just how hooked i am on football. omigod!!! school was boring. i feel like there's no point in me going to school anymore. none of the teachers came into class. so pmrs like in 84 days i tink and im not studyin at all. all i can think about is football. sob sob. well im gonna chao now. i wanna cry over football again.

BYE BYE WORLD CUP

i can't seem to cry yesterday eventho it was germany's last match. they won over uruguay 3-2!!! it was a tough match but they pulled it off thanks to Mueller, Jansen and Khedira. so yea i watched eclipse last night and it was ok lar. but it was too mushy for me and i dun like it. and i really dun like bella for what she did to jacob. haihs back to football, tonight's match is netherlands vs spain and i hope netherlands win tonite!!! but i'll always support germany!!! germany will always be in my heart :) so goodbye world cup, i'll see u in the next 4 years!!! god i feel like i have nothing to look forward to anymore now that it's over. no more staying up late to watch football, no more hearing my mum nagging me to study instead of watchin football, no more wakin up lookin like a panda, no more drawin the german flag on my hand, no more arguing with my classmates who's gonna win the match, no more " do u know i luv philipp lahm? " juz to annoy my sister (but trust me i'm really obsess with him) and lastly no more screaming " GERMANY!!! " at the top of my lungs every single day. gonna cry my eyes out for the next 4 years, :'( so goodbye world cup.. im gonna miss it for a very long time...

its been so long since i fuckin updated so yeah germany won over argentina 4-0 but lost to spain 0-1. sob sob but i know they can win over uruguay coz i have faith in them. haha so got my interact uniform and went for lit nite yesterday nite. it was ok i gez but i couldn't hear a thing they say -.- then hang out at a&w and mamak stall. so im gona watch eclipse tonite and later at 230 ill be crying my eyes out coz its germany's last match!!! i wont see them again for the next 4 years and ill be 19 by then.... and i can't annoy my sis anymore with " do u know i luv philipp lahm " sob sob.. i miss those days...

Germany won again!!!!! haha they beat england this time and im so fuckin proud of them!!!!! but now they're goin up against Argentina. it'll be a tough match but i know they can pull it off. haha i totally have faith in them. and i didn't realize it till this morning but their captain Philipp Lahm is actually hot!! haha im so weird. so anyways school was boring as usual. duh its monday. -.- haha so yeah gtg. chao. btw, i can't wait for lit nite..

I.U DAY WAS A SUCCESS YESTERDAY!!!!! hanged out at pyramid after that. watched KNIGHT AND DAY and i swear geogy will pay for making me watch that movie. i nearly fell asleep!!!!! hahaha anyways had a great time yesterday till i met my stalker. and that's when i got all confused and stuff. honestly i juz hate my hormones. hahaha. so yea i juz wanna know the stalker's name. god i sound desperate haha. so yea chao.

omigod i.u day is tomorrow!!!! gasp i can't wait!!!! so im confirm to be hanging out with my frens eventho im so not in the mood. i juz feel so fuckin lazy to hangout. in a way i rather hangout with geogy. dunno what's up with me. haha. can't believe i have to wake up early but i gez it will be worth it. so got a bit emo at school today. dini knows what im talkin bout. god i really wanna turn back time to when my life is so carefree and i dun hav to worry with something call luv life.. i miss *****

haha i got the wrong day for germany's match anyways they won and i fucking cried again!! haha im so lame. so yeah the i.u is this saturday and i can;t wait. will be hanging out after that. i wanna catch a movie and play bowling but see wat my frens wanna do first lar.. so yea i feel so fuckin bad now..

i fucking hate my current life at home! its too stressful rite now and i dun tink i can take it any longer. so umm germany's match is on friday and i mite stay up to watch it if i dun fall asleep. can't wait for i.u day this saturday!! and im kinda wishing my life was back to where it was a month ago....

I CAN'T BELIEVE GERMANY LOST!!!!!!! anyways i'll always support them no matter what. i cried my eyes out for two days straight coz of their defeat. haha i know im lame. so school's gonna start tomorrow and i so duwana go. it's fuckin boring. i wan more holidys!!!! i can't even watch world cup. i think my life revolves around soccer now. anyways i.u is coming up and im so excited. owh and my friends are asking me to wear a dress for lit nite. like wtf!!! hahaha. so gtg. bye.

sori didn't update for so long, too busy watching world cup haha... i'm supporting germany 110% percent. totally. i kinda realized that they have a couple of hot guys playing. haha anyways i can't believe england and portugal played like shit.. haihs.. k lar thare's nothing for me to update except for the fact that im emo for the past two days. chao need to go watch football.lol..

woohoo!!! holidays are here!!! so i went to penang and i gotta say it was the worst holiday i've ever had. geogy wasn't there and uhh i just had to meet the people that i don't like. they kinda ruined my holiday.. then watched shrek on monday and god i feel like a little kid again. puss in boots was so cute!!! then yesterday geogy brought me and my maid to watched prince of persia and it was fucking awesome!!! i wanna watch it again!!! haha can't believe im sayin this but jake looks so hot in that movie. but right now im more crazy over jared leto and garrett hedlund!!! god they're fucking hot!!! ok lar, chao...

EXAM WEEK

gosh two more days till exams over. i cant wait!!! and then it'll be the freaking skool holidays!!! god life is so awesome!!! so mite be hanging out a lot during the holidays. my parents mite be going out of town so that means me and geogy can be setan!!! hahahaha!!! anyways have to go now will update soon. have to go and "STUDY"

gosh exams started yesterday and will go on till next week. sucks tho.i screwed up my seni yesterday. i drew like a fuckin 5 year old!!! haha well there's nothing much to update. chao. owh p.s my life sucks..

exams next week and yet im stil on-lining. haha how typical of me. this week was boring i feel like there was no point going to skool at all. the teachers juz comes in and sit down. haihs.. then yesterday dini went back early wic is so not fair. i was in skool til 230. hahaha. hmm might be going out 2nite. chao.

went out with my parents yesterday to pyramid. watched bounty hunter. the movie was freakin awesome!!! haha had a great time eventho geogy wasn't there coz she so-call demam.. hahaha. am not going to skewl tomorow coz it's teacher's day. i'm stil buggin people to buy the kickstart sheets. haha i'm so mean. dini u owe me and sam 40 bucks for the sheets. well then that's all. wil update soon. chao.

i regretted comin to skool today. it was so damn fuckin boring. me and sam hanged out at the canteen for more than an hour with dini and hayati. and talked bout da most random stuff ever such as how do cows give birth and all. it was so stupid!!! so yea im not going out with shue tomorow coz i already have plans wic i made since 2 weeks ago. haha sori shue.. im also addicted to this one anime. da guys are all freakin hot!! so yea mite not be comin to skool on monday since its teachers day. owh yas we shud go hangout some time. chao.

Omigod i'm 15... and i feel so old already haha..... had a great day today.. my frens were like asking what i wanted for my b'day and i had no idea what i want. lol.. yes yasmin and marie i stil hav no idea wat i want for my b'day.. hmm might be hanging out again this sat coz shuhada needs to.. but i mite have other plans on that day. so i'm not sure whether i can even go.. so yea i gez that's all.. and thank u guys for all the b'day wishes. i totally appreciate it. bye.. :)

Yasmin's back from Hong Kong after so long!!! god i fuckin missed her.. anyways school was really boring this whole week.. so yeah went out with my parents and geogy for dinner last night and the food was so damn awesome!!! mother's day is coming up soon and i have no idea what to get my mum.. and i can't believe my b'days this monday!!! omigod i'm gonna be a year older. -.- anyways to ****** get well soon!!! and i can't wait to hang out again!!! chao...

Had an amzingly, rockin great time yesterday!! went to o.u, played bowling, arcade and watched IRON MAN. that movie was ok but its a bit heavy in a way.. so yeah shue and dini ditched before the movie even started and i hav no idea y.. ate at T.G.I and now im sick of cheese. hahaha. so yeah i got a panda from shue and dini and its damn fuckin cute. btw shue tha name is L and not STINKYPOO -.-. but thnx anyways!!so didn't get to watch TOKIO HOTEL wic is so unfair!! but at least i had a great time yesterday. so that's bout it. will update soon. chao.

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Choose--me or your life

Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

If you find this incredibly cute and touching, copy and paste it into your profile

can't wait for 1st may.. too bad am not going for tokio hotel.. hmph...

Am going to penang this weekend so i mite not be comin to skewl on monday. sucks like hell!!! but anyways juz wana wish my sis a happy birthday! i juz realized that she's turning 18 already. thats so not fair. hmph.. anyways had a big fight with this fucktard. and dude get a life lar i dun hav feelings 4 u anymore.. seriously juz get a fuckin life. and u try to act all innocent with me! FUCK U!! HMM, thats all i wanna say nnti i terlepas ckp. chao..

Autism Walk!!!!

had a great time today meeting new frens and old frens.. omigod i miss them so much!!! my legs hurt like effin hell!!! and im feelin so damn sleepy.. nearly slept in sri aman while waitin for caprice to perform.. i know lame.. and nearly slept in mcd.. juz came back from curve and bought this amazing bleach poster.. and i can't seem to get over the fact that a kid spat on me and the dad dun even care!!! like omigod... i know i sound dead coz i am. so yeah, chao..

i can't believe i actually 4got to blog bout sports day. *sweats* anyways sports day was awesome but unfortunately clare didn't win. but hey we still have next year. and honestly i didn't have da clare spirit in me till this year so i think its best to say that our house captain, hannan was da one who instilled the spirit in all of us.. THNX HANNAN!!! anyways moving on with newer things. i juz got the tetanus injection on monday and rite till now i feel like my arms about to fall off. so u can imagine how much that hurts. and dis saturday i mite be goin for the autism walk in sri aman since shues draggin me.. so yeah thats all. will update later. chao

i'm back! sorry for the long dissapearance. lol. everythins ok back to naormal.. i have a new pet sis, new crushes and juz had the most awesome experience of my life!!! juz by joinin icc.. so yeah thats all. will update later